Defeated by your Memory

if only you would hear me
and if only you could see me
are words that I utter on repeatedly

how can I touch you?
I can't find a way to subdue
I wish I was just in the middle
the forgetful one that was a river

have you thought of that logic
that was brought about by this tragic
this sweet pleasure trip
has suddenly gone to its tip

this emotion doesn't release me
how do I stop the fiery
when I know I can't even be ready
to let go of you and me

your mem'ry lives as immortal
despite worst dose of fatal
I wanna be where you are visible
the last remnant of my soul
'coz merely I can't go on