Coming back 'coz I missed you

today we watched " Miss you like crazy", movie of bea and john lloyd...kasama ko college friends ko and i really did enjoy their company.

na-realize ko, dami ko na atang na-mimiss sa kanila...siguro kasi laging ang dami ko gingawa tsaka lagi na lang ako pumupunta sa opis ng pub namin.. siguro ngayon ko lang ulit na-enjoy 'yung company nila ng matagal *haay, anu ba to ang drama naman ng come-back post ko dito..hehe

anyways, dun sa movie, ang dami kong natutnan insights about love..kasi naman ang kwento eh palagi na lang silang nagkakahiwalay. kumbaga parang mali ang timing palagi.. sabi nga ni allan eh (LLoydie) "that time is not a friend" ...and sa akin naman wala naman talagang perfect timing para sa love love na yan dba? *dba? hehe.. para namang alam ko? and then sabi naman nung kausap niya.."in love, time is meaningless" oh dba? tama ako! at dun sa movie there were lots of lessons when it comes to letting go of the one you really love...yes it's a cliche... siguro base na rin sa personal acount ng buhay ko..eh naliwanagan naman ako na totoo pala talaga.. kaya nga naimbento ko ang quote na to:

"we let go of someone because we love them, and if we do not love someone there is nothing to let go."

oh diba parang tanga lang..naisip ko yan kanina habang nanunuod ako. totoo naman kasi na kapag mahal mo pakakawalan mo pero ;pag hindi mo mahal wala kang pinakakawalan.


haay pag-ibig..bakit ba yun ang bukambibig ko ngayon? di naman yon nakakain... bakit nga ba ang daming inlab sa mundo ngayon? o bakit ba hindi pwedeng...ah ewan! ibang usapan na yan..hanggang sa susunod na lang..at least nalagyan ko ng panibagong laman ang page na 'to... au revoir!



pahabol: "ang hirap magmahal sa taong hindi ka naman mahal" - jessie
"move on! mahirap mabuhay sa kahapon!-lizette

wala lang

WAAAAH!!!!

WALA KO MAISULAT....

:(

My Superman (Who Art Thou?)

So many times,
Have I asked my myself this.
So many times,
Have I longed to see
Your innocent face, sweet glimpses, simple gestures
Heroic acts…of love.

Who’s my knight in shining armor,
who will defend me by his shield
My Romeo,
who will even face death
My Soul,
who will eternally grace my heart.

who’s the man that I’ll be
sharing my whole life with?
who’s the one that will answer
my happily ever after wish?

I want to wait..
yet I want to see..
the one..
who will my make heart go beating
even though it melts
His romantic deeds that will seize
every chance the world starts singing
the one who will save my heart from bleeding
the one that will make every moment
a sunset scene.

Superman, who are you?
I know you have no mask
but just flying somewhere
above the clouds,
I wanna know, who really is
the man behind your superhero suit.

My Superman, I can wait
in time, when our roads meet
whether will it be on land,
we’ll gonna be together
or even over the clouds,
we’ll gonna fly forever.

Sweet Summer Salad

Wow! Look at that! Hey wait a minute, the first two pictures are acceptable but I think not for the third. I thought I wasn’t eating salad of any kind. So what does salad has to do with my post? We got to know…

I guess the above pictures is the perfect illustration of how I feel this season. Oh yeah, now I get it. The reason why I picked salad for this post is because of its vibrant character – very colorful, lively and cheerful. All of these (pictures) are a mix of sweet, delightful, and a high-spirited vibe, a perfect description for them.

I love to share this significant feeling with you. What I feel right now is not just for the summer but for all the past seasons my life had enjoyed, struggled for, and learned from. It’s a wonderful adventure for me that I am what I am now because of all the great experiences I had treasured. Just like the scent of the sweet, the summer, and the salad. And I feel so grateful for the beautiful people that I’ve met and the beautiful things I’ve known.

Life, like a bunch of dessert, brings sweetness to those who have the courage to live it. Life, like a sunny day, produces heat just enough to make us feel the warm love of the Lord, and the sweat inducing obstacles, of course, make a person healthy. And like the features of a plate of salad, life certainly is full of a variety of ingredients just to be tasted, enjoyed and appreciated. All these are essential to suffice meaningful life. It may not always be a festivity and it’s sure it isn’t often easy. There were times that there’s a need to sacrifice what we value but what important is that the values we get from doing so. And also, realizing that all we encountered helped us to stand where we are at this moment. Being positive, I guess is the most vital thing we need to survive all the hardships we might get as we travel on the road of life. Positivity is one of the key in achieving our sweet summer salad in which I equate to HAPPINESS.

Memory Mosaic

Alone

..I'm tired...
so tired...







life goes on....on and on and on and on and.....

...and as life goes on,
things will be BETTER!



(OST: BOB the BUllDER "yes we can!" hehe)

Now What?

I have so many things in mind that I want to tell but I don't know where I will start.

There are a lot of things happening and I don't know if I can cope up. I don't know. There are lots of things to say but my mind is beginning to be empty again. I don't know which part makes me happy and I don't know which make me feel lonely. I miss a lot of people. Maybe that's why.

I feel like I’m such a loser. I can’t define what makes me happy even though I know that I’m on the right track. But still, I feel like I left so many things behind. I wonder if this really is me. Things have changed. Many things are not the same as before and I can’t ignore that fact.

At times I may be very happy and I know that those smiles and laughter are true but there’s a part in me that says “you’re not complete”. Again, emptiness becomes my companion though, I know, my friends won’t leave me. Sometimes, I just see myself staring at nothing because I don’t know what to think and what to feel on that very moment. Yes, there are lots of things to say…better left unsaid.

I’ve been really dramatic these past few days and I can blame myself for that. Now what??!